Thursday, October 16, 2008

realized



last night i had a long chat with a long lost special 1 of mine. no doubts, there were lots to catch up and clarifications going on. then only to realize, people in this world nowadays, choose to hear stories and not read stories. thus, lots and lots of misunderstanding, sparks of conflict and heated arguement resulted. why wanna lose something cherishable in an expense of a ignorant act?

though its been long we talked to each other but den still i know she's still the same her maye with minor changes. her heart speaks words which brings a strong brew of hurts and sighs. signs of sick and tired of all these shit. now i know why she left me. i now realize too, if i was there for her, if i was alert enough to realize she's leaving to face all this alone, she wouldn't sound so battered. at least i know she won't trip and fall in my presence and i know i'll do my best to keep her protected, safe and sound.

hopefully things will be better now. since you're back here. don't go, leaving me ripped open.

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