missing the parts and parcels in life.

missing my life i had so much. though it was quite a pampered young master life but i really enjoyed myself since i started serving Army. hmmm.. reminiscing bout it, damn! really been sometime since i really smiled.

• i miss my hair.
• i miss my late nights.
• i miss my outfits.
• i miss my buddies.
• i miss earning lots lots lots of money.
• i miss sleeping.
• i miss my freedom of speech.
• i miss my freedom of actions.
• i miss the times i had while playing basketballs.
• i miss sitting infront of a photographer and teasing the crews.
• i miss stealing dance moves while watching youtube.
• i miss hitting the town making new friends (esp. the flocking babes =p).
• i miss my teddy bear (i'm sorry baby =( , for neglecting you) .

i just miss every single damn fuckshit i had. haa i'm now nourishing myself with a new language Japanese. gonna be one of my aid for the future job aspects. really studying so hard. i just need someone to communicate with me in Japanese.

hmm. if everyone sit down and really think what they want in life. you'll realize there's really lots to do before achieving your goal. then u start to startle.... when u find out, theres really million and zillions of things to do, to learn and master. However, there's only this short dotted line -----of time.

MOVE IT.

Its time to go. Me.

i believe its beeen a damn long drag till today. i must say its really time to go already. Humans don't hold on to a twig but a trunk, common sense, ya? In this reality i see in Singapore, i think happiness is really what everyone is looking out to. So don't hesitate! fight for your happiness, find it and earn it. i'll be leaving, i won't look back, definately.


booking in soon and booking out soon too.
hmm, i've got lotsa things in hand and this time i'm not procrastinating anymore!
i've have `em all done, i swear =D

ciaos<><><><>

fallen =(

Shit happens over and over. Leaving me stranded and forced "cleaner" of those mess. I was discharged from Tan Tock Seng Hospital yesterday afternoon. Initially, i thought i was gonna stay there for a day which later turned out to be a 4d3n package stay there. My condition is.. i have difficulties in breathing and atypical chest pains. Now, im taken away from my Sergeant course in Artillery, great ~ . My dreams of being a section commander leading my men, pampering and fooling around with `em, DASHED. Next, my buddies are all making fun of me hahaha, its funny and something to laugh at, but.. somehow i'm really affected. Really wonder what's gonna happen to me in army for the next year,hmmm.haha.

looking back at the pictures we've taken years ago. noticed the changes in us. you've changed, me too =D how i wish we could be back there once again when we're all so innocent and bubbly. at least back then i know the smile we had on our faces weren't fake.


quit smoking, daryl! u can do it !